Sunday, December 5, 2010

Once upon a time, a little boy stood with his father looking up at the sky, at all the constellations. His father showed him all the shapes he knew, and encouraged him to make his own shapes.
The little boy, fascinated by what he learned, spent weeks under the stars and finally saw one set of stars his father hadn't shown him. He saw a celestial figure- a woman, smiling down with love pouring from her brilliant eyes. And every night he spent under the black sky, he saw the figure gain more brilliance, more complications. Stars extended each lash on her eyes, each fingertip became more delicate, each curve more subtle. The midnight clouds sent her messages to him. Held in by moist arms, caressed by grey dreams, and whispers of eternity, he fell in love with her.
The days became intolerably long. He could only see the night sky framing her divine form. He was living only for her cold embraces. He hated the sun, because he silenced her. He hated the sun for muting his love. Mornings housed dreams of the next night but with overly bitter aftertastes of a honeyed wine.
The patch of grass that housed him soon became so worn in, the earth was pressed into a bed for him - a wedding bed. He soon refused all other things. He drank only the water she sent, and feasted only on her image. Every night his hands gripped the dirt in ecstasy, and his chest heaved and arched toward the sky.
His hands went so deep that roots from trees wrapped around his finger tips. In horror he begged her to lift him, but she only could try to calm him with a gentle smile. Soon his hands became as earthen as the binds that buried them. But still his chest ached upward, yearning for her caress. He strained as much as he could, 'til every ounce of strength was in full use, and to his shock, a blood red pillar spurted from his breast. The pillar grew, and grew, and grew. It grew faster than any hair or nail, or lying nose.
His body, limbs entombed and heart, exploded drew from the grass and crystallized into an emerald monument. His whole body, save his brown earthly hands, and crimson heart became green and flat, as well-bred grass. Except as his head transmogrified, their was no emerald, no brown or red, but a golden crown of daffodils.
Those daffodils spilled out, a yellow ocean from were that crown, as if placed on what once was his head and left to drain across a plain.
There he lays still. With a golden sea, rooted in, and a red pillar that forever reaches high into the chill night fog, aching to hold her hand.

"In vacant or in pensive mood, They flash upon that inward eye Which is the bliss of solitude; And then my heart with pleasure fills, And dances with the daffodils."

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Monday, August 9, 2010

Riddle me this



It's kind of magnificent how the four forces of the universe (gravity, electromagnetism, strong nuclear force, weak force) are "perfectly" in equilibrium to allow life to sustain on Earth. I had a idea that if the theory of multi-verses are true...then how would the forces act within those parameters? Could life be sustained? Ironic how out of a infinite number of universes...ours is able to balance out the forces of the universe in such a random way.

Monday, July 26, 2010

Daisy

"I'm a mountain that has been moved
I'm a river that is all dried up
I'm an ocean that nothing floats on
I'm a sky that nothing wants to fly in
I'm a sun that doesn't burn hot
I'm a moon that never wants to show it's face
I'm a mouth that doesn't smile
I'm a word that no one ever wants to say."

Sunday, July 25, 2010

Procession.

II

He had seen war, and knees never buckled.
He had killed children, shed a tear and finished
the mother. The enemy had no face,and he
no patience, only the urge to return. But this bridegroom,
fell the the ground, crushed by the weird of Christ
and his cross, felled by the immense stone ceiling,
coffered and carved, felled by the priest's thick
embroidered coat, by a long dragging train,
by the Father, and an assistant manager position
at Kinko's.

Monday, July 12, 2010

Duality

The duality of man
Not between two separate individuals
but him and his inner self.
The complexity of good and evil...to rid ourselves of such sins
is to surpass humanity
For if we are created by the Creator then why
do we lie, cheat, and steal?
These are rules which every man of every faith to embrace.
Finding the true path will set you to absolution even during the darkest hours.
Our compassion, love, and courage is our greatest strengths..it is what makes us human.
For man is not truly one, but truly two.

Procession.

1.

Slithering in like an ornate snake, drenched in white
A Cobra carved of ivory, cluttered with diamonds but,
Rosied cheeks, and a forked tongue rolled into swollen cheeks,
The great Bride carves a path through a plush crimson carpet
Rolled out with her intentions inscribed along the plush floor.
Judith's march along the aisle, through the ranks of eyes,
Lined up, two by two, armed with the Rapiers of the Judge,
And sandstone pillars marked by ancient carvings,
Carvings of
A cross bore,
Carvings of
A converted whore,
Carvings of
A Rebel's War.
And Judith Wore these symbols as she wore the the gaze
Of each warring eye, as the train of an adorned fabric
kissing the ground she claims.
As she approached the altar, the vaulted ceiling came down,
Pushing her onto her knees alongside the conquered
Bridegroom before the smiling Priest.

Monday, July 5, 2010

In loving memory

Perhaps the dead lie happily...forgotten by time and weather...perhaps not.

I should leave a song


Where is my mind?
.
..
...
Where the fuck is Javi?!

Thursday, July 1, 2010

Scotch Mist

Folks if you have nothing to do for a good hr or so...might I suggest this.

Tuesday, June 1, 2010



Isn't this a dance worthy tune? Lets do the twist!

Sunday, May 30, 2010

Destiny

Up above
aliens hover
making home movies
for the folks back home

Of all these weird creatures
who lock up their spirits,
drill holes in themselves
and live for their secrets.

...They're all uptight

Monday, May 24, 2010

Delighted, Disjointed, Demystified dismount...

If delivered, taken and sent, shipped and sold
could a jar have dominion, or be bound by box
and muted as a stolen show's former star?
The bent corners offer modernist tweaks,
zeitgeist.

Acting as a flame put down, slept for
ages, Euripides' whore dressed in filthy pajamas,
cleaned up for a night and left alone and widowed,
Gift wrap is the wall paper of the morning after
slipping from plastic to filthy barge.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Force.

Her golden framed face held the hearts
of too many men, too eager
to see the scene the reflected
image on her thin framed mirror.

His heart was a truth wrapped in smoke.
His countenance shuddered outside
of a philosophy in text, and from a political
point could command, but in her eyes, felled.

A love was held in place by fear and necessity
as all is. Their love was a blank shift
from ambiguity to ignorant force,
to jigsaw pieces smashed together by a stubborn infant.

?

I'm bored.

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Lupe is pissed

According to VH1 this man isn't good enough to be on the Top 10 MC list.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Killa

LET SUMMER BEGIN ALREADY!... FUCK!

Has anyone ever listened to the same song over and over consecutively? I think that Radiohead I can listen to over and over again and not get tired cause each song has its qualities that makes it a fucking great single. Right now I'm settled that the music I'm listening to is 100x better than the majority that's on the radio. I don't know, I just like "good" music and whatever is good to you is probably different from what I define as "good"...if I'm defining it at all. I think I should go back to studying now. BEETHOVEN!

Monday, March 22, 2010

Girrrllll

You could be from Venus
I could be from Mars
We would be together
Lovers forever
Care for each other

You could live in the sea
And I could be a bird
We would be together
Lovers forever
Care for each other

If you wear an illusion
I will make it real
We would be together
Lovers forever
Care for each other

If you walk in the sun
I will be your shadow
We would be together
Lovers forever
Care for each other

Saturday, March 20, 2010

An Ode to the Girl that Should have been, for you.

When life has got me down, I know
you'll be there...
no

scratch that.
Lets get colorful...

As gold plays with green,
I see your soul embracing me.
As gold plays with green
your eager mind envelops everything

That's a start...
Now lets get a splash of emotion in those colors.

And as your gold lined eyes seek out your desires,
I stand only to wither into your palms.
And where your power pours from those
Feline eyes... my words cover a weaker countenance.

Cute, self-defeating but lifting...
But enough about her eyes man! go somewhere....

With any divide, nation's split, or temporal rift,
it seems that subtle songs,
unspoken assumptions, confessions
bind a disheartened union to permanent holds.

Took it somewhere, but don't want to go too far now.
Pick an ending...

And when on a knee,
as I forever am
for you.
You forever be... the transient soul.

Monday, March 1, 2010

The Eraser

I want to post something better that makes me inferior...

Please excuse me but I got to ask
Are you only being nice
Because you want something
My fairy tale arrow pierces
Be careful how you respond
'Cause you'd not end up in this song
I never gave you an encouragement
And it's doing me in
Doing me in
Doing me in
Doing me in

The more you try to erase me
The more, the more
The more that I appear
Oh the more, the more
The more you try the eraser
The more, the more
The more that you appear

I think, therefore I am

not much of a poet, but...

Let me spill some thoughts out of my head
Maybe some of you thought I was dead...
but here i am
just as time keeps spinning

I've been on my grind in my own state of mind
It's all that same nonsense that I've been going through
chem, physics, and calculus two

I keep my head up high, accept no defeat
cause time has come to leave these streets.
Far too long I have been here
walking as a shadow of a potential engineer.

Nothing will get in my way
not even the days where skies look grey
and all i can think is what would've been different
but fuck it cause I am efficient
at taking my time. Don't worry about me, just remember
those times we felt so free.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

In the Words of Robert Creeley

"Why poetry? Its materials are so constant, simple, elusive, specific. It costs so little and so much. It preoccupies a life, yet can only find one in living. It is a music, a playful construct of feeling, a last word and communion. I love it that these words, 'made solely of air,' as Williams said, have no owner finally to determine them. The English teacher all that time ago who said, 'You must learn to speak correctly,' was only wrong in forgetting to say why-for these words which depend upon us for their very existence fail as our usage derides or excludes them. They are no more right or wrong than we are, yet suffer our presumption forever"

Thursday, January 21, 2010

Midnight Lover

When the walls fall into a Midnight crimson,
Dawn blends itself into Nocturnal intentions.
When the victimized Sight's supplanted for a
Dreamer's ear, I'll think of her.

And a crying whimper, a jealous blind eye
Where there corners of our world meet,
just a short walk down the burnt street,
A husband, A wife and three lovers,

With four ghosts all of feline transience,
with impatient omniscience and overeager...
Overeager canines, a tongue meant for tasting,
but clumbsy for speech. Speak; that's our love.

Speak sings our serenades, She joins our beds.
Speak loves our lies, She tips our trist.
Speak lives for the betrayals on which
She feasts. And She is our blood.
Splayed on these Crimson Walls.

Her walk is the shadowy limber swagger,
a feline knowing all to well, of her
nine lives. Shrouded and only comes to peek
its feline eyes, and paint our lives
in its red red lies.